T-minus 2 days ramblings

I am about to go on one of the most exciting adventures that I will ever go on. I have full expectations of this truly changing my life. This change won't occur in a way that will bear it's fruit a year or two later; this change will occur instantaneously and dramatically.

I watched the documentary, "Invisible Children: Rough Cut" for the 5th time, but this time it was with my mom. It was her first time seeing the documentary and I could almost feel her heart sink with sadness for the pain experience in the film, along with a new found anxiety for what I am about to do. Even though I have seen the film several times (and about to add another 100+ times on top of that!) I still get the chills at the exact same moments and cry during the same scenes. But most importantly, I am always inspired when they discuss the various ways that young people across the country have stepped up and used their voice, talents, and passion to change the world. That inspires me...they inspire me. Knowing that I will work with the individuals who created this movement and then travel the country and meet the hundreds of thousands who are spreading the movement - what else could I ask for?

I really have to stop throughout the day and let it all sink in for the 120th time, and even then it all seems surreal. But the truth is: I am working for a group of people who believe that anything is possible, and as the documentary shows, their ideals are becoming realities. Their optimism is becoming a way of life for an entire generation.

So it's OK if not everyone understands what I'm doing, or if they mock or doubt me- the skepticism challenges me. It's OK if I'm not really getting paid, or putting off a salary for a few more months- the spirit of this organization and the knowledge that I am an essential part of something revolutionary satisfies me more than money ever could. And that's when you know that you have found something worth holding onto.